My_currently_status_

Just having my new piercing on my ear bone.

It's really not that pain as I imagine.

Still can accept.

This singer name BOA.

My favorite singer one.

Her ear piercing is amazing!

So beautiful.

And I like it.

I doing this,still improving.

This is my first,let's get the others.^^

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Going be a road show girl on 22nd.

A bit nervous.

My first time.

And a little bit expectation,

Just a little bit,okay~

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Today get my brand new pendicure.

Is my favorite color ==>Chili Red!!

我在用另外一种方式说『我等你』

很久很久都没有下过文笔了。

毕业也有些时间了。

时间过得飞快，从我指间流过的，

就像过眼云烟。

什么也没带走，却也没留下什么。

发生过什么，一切都还很清晰。

忘了在哪里看过这句：

记忆从不会消失，只是自己不想去想起。

走过那段岁月，

怎么努力，却也跌得重。

你给的爱，始终是很沉重的。

可是我虐爱。

一旦沦陷了，怎么拔出来？

熬过头了，什么都会变了质。

腐朽的爱，怎么再燃起来？

我不是云，无法活得云淡风轻。

我不是风，无法活得潇洒自在。

我也不是水，无法随着环境改变自己的形状。

就因为我是我。

可能我的爱像海，也可能像崖。

跳了下去，就一路往下沉。

所以，你要努力。

化解全部全部的危机，全部的障碍。

不然我们的爱注定在漫漫长夜里，

暗淡无光至消失。

我在用另一个方式说我在等你，

你知道吗？

-Suprise Confirmation.-

Today,I get my confirmation documents.

Since I working 2 months.

Too surprise for me.

She said:We are a team.

And last I still remember she said:

I know all the rumors behind on me.

But I don't mind,but no more.

Esther,You're a clever girl,

You know what I mean.

I can confirm you or extend you with my decision.

wow.

of course,I know.

But the very good new is----------------------------

We have commission loh~~~~~!

Skyscraper

Skies are crying,

I am watching,

Catching teardrops in my hands.

Only silence, as it's ending,

Like we never had a chance.

Do you have to make me feel

Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,

You can break everything I am,

Like I'm made of glass,

Like I'm made of paper.

Go on and try to tear me down.

I will be rising from the ground,

Like a skyscraper,

Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,

I awaken,

And untangle you from me.

Would it make you feel better

To watch me, while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken,

But I'm standing on my feet.

You can take everything I have,

You can break everything I am,

Like I'm made of glass,

Like I'm made of paper.

Go on and try to tear me down.

I will be rising from the ground,

Like a skyscraper,

Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.

I'm gonna stay right here,

Watch you disappear.

Yeah, ohh.

Go run, run, run.

Yeah, it's a long way down,

But I am closer to the clouds,

Up here.

You can take everything I have,

You can break everything I am,

Like I'm made of glass,

Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.

I will be rising from the ground,

Like a skyscraper,

Like a skyscraper.

(Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper,

Like a skyscraper.

My Ambition.

I decided.

I want chase my dream.

Whether it will success,

I still have to chasing.

I don't want regret on another day.

What is my dream?

Haha.

It is...................................................

To be a FLIGHT ATTENDENT.

So,

I have to improve my English level now.

Maybe I will take the course.

I wish I could.

(Air Asia & Firefly are better...  : p )

Just wish dream will come true.

Just bless me.

Wish me All The Best.

Day 1_

Yesterday I order my first smart phone in my life.

Hehe.So expected!!

I really can't wait it.

But it seem....too big to me?

It bigger than I phone!

Ha.Sorry Vicco.

I forsake Apple loh~~

Counting down===================>

Day 1.^^

-An Accident-

Yesterday,

Happened an accident.

It's terrible.

My throat hit on the steering wheel.

I swear I'll tie the safety belt next time..T_T

I am so scare when I found myself couldn't speak.

This feeling is so terrible.

I thought my parent will scold me.

But they didn't.

They even take me to the doctor,

Worry about my throat.

Even my uncle want come here from Thailand.

But I'm still very touching.

Still so many people love me.

I love you all too,much.

Single_Life

Why he still bothering me..

Better return my money..=.=

Wow,wow,wow.

So lonely.

I wish I can meet a better man after.

Esther,

Cheer up.

You can enjoy your single life.

Just no used it when beginning.

I can enjoy my work,

enjoy my life,

enjoy my freedom.

You still young.

I am the beautiful one.

Don't worry.

Be Happy,Good girl.

Not Enough_

I'm sorry If this hurts you

But I tried to keep what we had once I was wrong

It wasn't keeping me awake

You didn't listen (You didn't listen)
You didn't hear me (You didn't hear me)
When I said I want more
I got no more
You were stealing me away
Oh
It's not enough,
it's not enough to get me
What it is I wan
tIt's not enough,
it's not enough to get me
Everything I need
And I, I wish it was
I think it's time
To give this up
All the memories That we're losing
All the time that I spent with you everyday
I think it's running down the drain
I'm feeling (feeling)That we're fading
Don't make this as hard as you think 
you'd beIt's a lot easier than it seems
Yeah
It's not enough,
it's not enough to get me
What it is I wantIt's not enough,
 it's not enough to get me
Everything I need
And I, I wish it wasI think it's time
To give this up
And I can feel it falling down
Slowly, slowly
I can see you're starting to drown
Can't

_19,My day

 Vicco say this one like I'm frightening.XD

 Hope my wish will come true.

 the small cake.yummy~

How about my red lips?

Nichole gave me this.

..I can forget.

My bestest birthday present was my decision.

The lucky one.

Nobody forget me.

Thanks Nichole for the bracelet.

I really really love it much.

I will happy ever after.

God bless me.

Single is doesn't matter.

Concentrate on my career first.

Wish me all the best.

-brand new hair style-

haha.

How my brand new hair style?

Is it suit for me?

I'm quite prefer this hair style than before.

Feel more younger.

Don't misunderstand.

I'm not breaking up with my lovely dear.

Just want to change a new style.

Because my hair already damaged seriously.

I like IT!!I like IT!!

-Cute Twin-

这个看到我笑不停～

超可爱的双胞胎！！

-work permit approval-

My work permit was approved by MOM.

So happy.

Monday will be going Singapore to do medical check.

This just a little step.

Wish me all the best~!

加油！！！！

-Brand new LIFE-

Today went to interview.

Luckily I've been approved!!

So happy!

Congregation to Dear,Daniel&Hayden.

Maybe next Monday or Tuesday want go to Singapore doing Medical checking,

after that still want apply my work permit.

I'm so expect my new work environment.

This my new life,加油！

Hope RM3000 per month will can afford the cost of my life.

Saving,Saving,Saving!!!

Not going celebrate my birthday this year.

It's never mind.

Redang Island


Wait Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-wedding gown-

1.森林精灵一样，顽皮又可爱。

 2.这是台湾婚纱店‘艾薇’的作品，很自然。

 3.抓着五彩缤纷的气球，活泼的新娘。

    4.有点非主流的感觉，哈哈。

 5.躺在绿油油的草地，与大自然融为一体。

   6.想太阳初升时的仙女。

 7.风车不是在荷兰哦，这是在台湾的哟～

 8.我喜欢玫瑰花瓣散落一地，裙摆也很大。

 9.如图上一样。

10.这个应该是在。。欧美一带吧？

11.韩国女星的婚纱照。

12.这张应该是设计比较传统的婚纱。

13.我觉得这婚纱高贵有典雅。

14.这也是非主流一样，哈哈。

15.这张不只婚纱，风景都很漂亮，新娘的容貌也很给力呀！

16.藤井Lena。很漂亮的日本混血名模，火红的婚纱也演绎的不错。

美丽吧～

从网路上搜刮下来的。

全都超漂亮的。

好像马来西亚的婚纱店都没能拍到这个样的水准。

设计的婚纱应该也没那么让人眼前一亮。

可是看看就好啦。

不可能穿的上啦～

-Boring working day-

Finally dear found a work,

applause and congrats===========>!!

Hope will be good than before.

SGD~~We waiting~~!!

AAAAA~~~~

The upcoming April is almost here.

And still haven't decide which present he will like.

maybe I'll do it myself,but still no idea ahhhhhhhhhhh~~!!

I've been search on internet,all just leave a comment:哎呀,送什么他都会喜欢的啦~

SHIT,this is not the answer I want!!

But I'm already decided I will spend my birthday at

''Firefly valley leisure park''

GooD IDea!!

Lately start to notice those pretty wedding white gown.

I wish I could wear it!!

I can imaging that I wear it~~

The veil,white gown,diamond ring,necklace........................................

Even I'm already plan my wedding??!!

Dear,hurry up to marry me!

(Kidding..=.='')

The next problem is..................................

Should I resign??

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

-Don't give up-

Just now saw this post..

Those pictures are really make me surprise.

It captured at Fukushima,Japan.

Will be survive.

Please don't give up your life.

Even it just a cat.

''Life will be full of hope and bright!''

-I sing my goodbye lullaby-

Are we over?

Tell me this.

I really can't believe it.

Tell me all the things.

What are you hiding from me?

Why you didn't tell me that day you with her?

Why you didn't tell me that day you've been fetched her?

Why you care about what her think about you?

Seems nothing change but something really different.

You always just keep asking me:what happen again?Are you want a quarrel again?

Don't you know when I saw your this expression,

Really got nothing to say.

Yesterday you told me:if really someday you maybe betray me.

And maybe I didn't notice.

I'm your final choice.

It all just because the meaning of between like and love.

Are you going telling me that you've been in this situation.

Is it a hint that you already betray me?

What's the truth?

Who is she?!

-烦-

昨天又参加了朋友的婚礼。

想起以前和新娘子的点点滴滴，

现在却看着她披上嫁纱，

踏上红地毯，

心里也是为他高兴的。

只是，什么时候才轮到我也披上嫁纱，

跳进人人俗称的：爱情坟墓？

现在都好烦。

一直找不到工作。

钱已经入不敷出了。

怎么办？

该怎么办？

再这样下去，

别说嫁纱不能提早穿，

连吃饭都是问题了。

真不想长大啊。。。

神明啊～

如果您真实的存在的话，

就保佑我们这么一次吧。

不然真不知道该怎么度过这个瓶颈。

-我要的选择-

最近真的很烦呀。

他，一直都那么不争气啊。

懒惰。

今年的情人节，我过的是什么样的情人节啊？

嘴巴说人家不好不好。

可是人家就是有能力。

为什么你没有？

我真的可以依靠你吗？

我觉得不能。

是不是该考虑我们是否还应该不应该继续？

没志气，不长进，没上进心。

固执，坏脾气，懒惰。

我想我应该做个决定了。

-意外-

每夜每晚的哭泣，

我真的不知道该如何去安慰了。

再怎么坚强，也会崩溃，

正如我这个外人而言，

看了也觉得很心酸。

当他一直哭着自责，

我居然也流下泪。

我无能为力，

我心疼。

他的无助，他的彷徨，

我是看在眼里的。

我怎么会不清楚，

怎么会不知道呢？

待会儿，就要上KL了。

以后会怎么样，真的不敢去想像。

也要怎么去想像？

他坚强的爸爸，终于也倒下了。

我害怕呀。

怕得紧啊。

最近看着他没笑容的脸庞，

心里酸溜溜的。

没人可以让我依赖了啊，

要习惯呀。

丫头，

该长大啦，

现在是尽力帮助他的时候，

而不是继续躲在他怀里撒娇啊。

尤想起那句：

笑有时，哭有时，

欢喜有时，悲伤有时。